~Randomness~
Monday, May. 12, 2008, 8:21 p.m.

I eat every meal with wooden chopsticks I stole from a restaurant a couple blocks away.

I live with absolutely no privacy in my home of seven kids, and yet I'm lonely a good deal of the time these days.

Going from seeing to blind is excruciatingly hard to do.

I am going to write him a love song someday.

I can't stand being inside after It RAINS.

I've decided to be my authentic self which in layman terms means "I don't give a shit what anyone thinks about me anymore.

I've been sleeping on my couch for the last six months.

I have my own room with a bed in it.

I've not only been sleeping on my couch, I've slept in my clothes for the last few days.

I feel like I don't like people anymore.

I like being in my own little Hadassah world. It's more exciting, romantic and adventuresome then the real world.

I really wish he'd smile at me.

I'd really enjoy being rich. I have weird, and expensive taste.

I don't care if my clothes clash.

I find it shocking how quickly some folks give up on one another.

I want to write a screenplay.

Singing makes me feel alive.

My youngest son is my favorite play mate in the world. We have so much fun together.

I think people would be nicer and a whole lot less mean if pot was legalized.

I love drinking a cup of orange peko tea with a little milk and fake sugar and sitting on my front step outside .

I love hearing birds singing in the morning.

I'm genuinly miserable first thing in the morning. I want to slap anyone that seems to be a morning person.

I gulp coffee no matter how hot it is.

I can't suck on candies. I always bite them.

I want to be a better person.

I feel healthier for having quit smoking.

I miss my big brother every single day.

I hate when someone is mad at me.

Even worse I hate yelling or being yelled at.

I love ice cream.

I wish I'd never gotten my tubes tied.

I only have one truly big regret in my life.

I feel hugely responsible for trying to make everyone happy and I resent it sometimes.My oldest son is the moodiest person I have ever known.