~KaRmA~
Sunday, May. 04, 2008, 11:28 p.m.

I'm trying so desperately to see a bright side to going blind. I'm trying hard to be strong for myself and my kids. Strong is the only way through this.

It's odd to feel like I don't even want to be around anyone. In fact, I have had this overwhelming desire to slap random people upside the head. A little out of character for me.

I'll get through even this. I always get through the shit. Somehow I manage. This is just another hurdle.

Sometimes I wonder if I have really bad karma.
~H~