~Redemption~
Wednesday, Jan. 16, 2008, 12:11 p.m.

Ironic... The one man I want and have wanted for a long time will never want me.

Am I wasting men's time when I don't really want to date?

I am on the verge of saying I'll wait and see if he comes around. If he doesn't then I'll stay single for the rest of my life. I'm comfortable with being alone too.

Or maybe I know he'll never come around and then that would mean I would never have to get my heart broken ever again if I remained single.

He used to like me as a friend.
I have enough good memories to keep me waiting and hoping for redemption.
~H~